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I feel like everything is starting to fall apart on me. I just had a long chat with my mom about this whole court thing thats been going on and she pretty much told me that theres a 50% chance that I wont be here my senior year.If we lose and this guy is granted the amount of money he is asking for which is a lot, we will have to sell the house and move... so I have spent the past hour in my room balling my eyes out. Our lawyer says he thinks we have a good chance because we have all documents and pictures to prove our case but theres no way to say how the judge will rule... I dont know what to do anymore.. theres nothing I can do to help... Ive lived in the same house my whole life.. I dont want to move especially right before my senior year. I feel like I shouldnt be so upset about this but I just cant stop thinking about it. I just hope it doesnt get that far

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It is way too hot out... there is no air AT ALL!!! What ever happened to Spring??? no not in new england, we go from winter to summer... At Ironstone today I thought I was going to die of heat stroke..but anyways... this weekend was highly uneventful... Friday I went to Mac's with Katie and we waited at her house for her to come home because her version of 45min at the latest is 2hours plus some...(I know when she reads this shes gonna blame it on her mom but I dont believe her) then we hung out for a while and I left around 11:30...Saturday I worked 9-5:30... Sunday I worked 10-4 then today I had school then ironstone 4:30-6:30... Tomorrow I think im gonna go to the yearbook meeting after school then Ironstone again 5-7... somewhere in there I need to start getting ready for finals because I havent started to look at anything yet but yea I felt it was time for an update so here it is (I was going to make it a survey just to aggrivate sarah because her last entry was about too many of them but I decided to be nice)

my life

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Monday: I babysat till 11 went to the mall and got my ring fixed and bought a little mermaid cup because it was only $2. Then Ironstone at 4:30 then swimming with Katie and Mac then Friendly's
Today: I babysat again till 1:00.. Then work 10-6 where I talked to the Dracut boys and Megan all day now im eating dinner and going to see the 3d movie with Katie Mac and Sarah because we are just that cool!!
Tomorrow: working 10-6 so its a good thing park day was postponed
Thursday: working 10-6:30
Friday: working 10-6:30
Saturday: working 9-5:30
Sunday: working 10-4
Feel free to let me know about any plans for after work!!!
Anyone wanna make plans for the 4th with me?????Please???

Article 1

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Last night was fun... went swimming with Katie and Mac then to the outback... I love us.... we had our usual talks but Im too lazy to write out the funny parts...

Now Im icing my face because we just had a game and I got hit in the eye by some girls shoulder.... Its all swollen.. hopefully it goes away before my senior pictures next friday!!! After dinner Im going out with Katie to get stuff for park day tomorrow

AND... tomorrow I will be the proud owner of a cd player for my car... I have an appointment to get it installed at 10..Im excited!

It is incredibly hard to type with one hand... I keep messing up so I think im gonna stop here

Schedule

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1-Anatomy-Harb
2-Spanish-Morrissette
3-Semester 1-Photography-Fitz
Semester 2-Psych-Fiorentini
4-Calculus-McGrath
5-Semester 1-College and Careers
Semester 2-Gym
6-English-Trach
7-Semester 1- Intern
Semester 2-Legal Studies- Lenfest

Let me know if we have any classes together!!!

You'll find out before long that this world is just an idiot's parade

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We made semi's Saturday.. completely awesome.. so if anyone wants to come watch our game tomorrow (Tuesday) at 7 in north andover feel free even tho its gonna be like -1000 degrees. I had quite the weekend.
HIGHLIGHTS
- beating Lowell
- Sarah's total rudeness to Steve/Stuart
- His name really being Stuart L. as in Stuart Little
- 2cent cds.. yup thats right people 2 cents.
- found out I passed physics with a B not an F like i thought
- and umm yea thats all i can think of
Adios my friends

My Weekend (Plus Friday) News

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Friday- First block i had a test that i had no idea was supposed to be that day but on the plus side i think i did ok on it. Precalc was good i got a 108% on my quiz so woohoo for me! physics was physics sucked as always but im actually understanding the topic were on so thats good. English long block was hysterical i'll just leave it at that. then my positive day went down hill with spanish. I went to the bathroom and when i came back upstairs i sat in friggin gum so Mrs. Mcnichols let me go to the bathroom AGAIN and the lady down there gave me the biggest attitude she was like " you know your only allowed to go to the bathroom once a day never mind twice in 10 minutes.. I think your just going in there to see your friends" I was standing there like umm yea because i purposely put gum on my ass to go talk to my friends! she finally let me go after i argued with her for a while. then after school i went birthday shopping for liz with Katie and Mac then we went back to Mac's house for a neighbor bashing party. Her neighbor fell when he was leaving it was one of the funniest things ive ever seen it even made katie do the cancer laugh. then alyssa came and we discussed dinner Katie did the cancer laugh a few more times which always makes the night enjoyable. we ended up going to bickfords got lost in the process it was a good time as always
Saturday- Worked 8-5 washed a million and a half dishes. My report card came it wasnt very good for me anyway i was pretty pissed.then went to Liz's party. It was really fun and i wasnt pissed anymore. There was a good turn out. Spent most of the night with Katie, Katie, Sarah, Mary, Christine, Phat and Dave. Katie me Phat and Dave had a nice reminiscing session about the "Barker Years" it was really entertaining. At 10 Katie and I left well so did everyone else because thats when the party ended we gave Dave a ride home. then i went home and went to bed.
Sunday- Slept till 10. Watched tv. Volunteered at the festival of trees from 2-6 friggin boring as HELL. I made friends with a little boy named Nathaniel he was SOO cute.He was probably like 3 and he just walked up to my table and had a huge conversation with me. and now im here.
That was my weekend now I have 3 more days of hell then 4 days off woohoo

Its been awhile

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In case you havent noticed, Ive been a busy girl lately, Hence the lack of updates
Saturday-
- work 8-5.. wiped me out completely

Sunday-
-tournament 9- 4.. friggin exhausting... my legs and back hurt so bad!!!!

and that was my weekend...

Highlights
NYC-5 days and counting
CHRISTMAS- 19 days

Look what Youve done .. Youve made a fool of everyone

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Its been like 80 years since my last update... we had christmas vacation which was pretty dull but much needed.. My loving brother had the bright idea of sharing his cold with EVERYONE in the house.. yea that sucks Im gonna kill him.. and i think i have an ear infection but i sont wanna tell my mom because shes already threatened to take me to the doctor 8oo times for my cough and i hate my doctor so thats not gonna happen unless/until im on my deathbed..so that was my rant about my cold..By the way I'm on the new computer right now.. it is so much better than the old one it actually doesnt freeze which is a major plus.. Im doing the Tsunami relief fundraiser at school on tuesday... hopefully we can raise a lot of money because those people really need it so anyone who actually reads this bring in a $5 check on tuesday!!!!! umm what else.. I got a cd player for my car for christmas that was exciting.. if only i had my license.speaking of licenses.. alyssa can legally drive people on saturday. finally... umm the Kahhj crew aka the SS5 went to Jess's over vaca for our annual get together.. It was a good time filled with many cancer laughs by the one and only Katie which made the night 100000x better not to mention the lovely video we made.." Oh No shes upside down how do I fix it" * katie turns camera in circles for about 20 minutes trying to fix whats not even broken* good times we saw darkness which katie thought was scary but i thought it was a huge dissappointment i expected it to be alot better..soo yea this entry is getting long and it completely random and pointless but thats ok.. im sure you enjoyed it!!

Article 20

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HAPPY SNOW DAY!!!!!!!

lets recap

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Saturday-
- had work from 10-4
+ We closed early because my cousins thought the roads would be bad
- We(KAHHJ) couldnt go celebrate Alyss's legalness because of the snow

Sunday
- HUGE fight with my mom
+ she felt guilty and tried to buy me stuff to make up for it
- Mac and Jess couldnt go out
+ Got to go out with Alyssa and Katie
+ Got to actually get in the car with Alyssa
+ BATMOBILE!!!!
+ White Noise ( scary)
+ the 99
+ Shaws
- pet store was closed
+ Baskin robin

Monday
+/- i cant remember anything really

Tuesday
+/- again i cant remember what happened besides school which we all know is not important or exciting

Wednesday (aka today)
+ Alyssa surprised us and picked us up at the bus stop because she is just that awesome
- im still sick( today i feel worse than the rest of the week)
- Gym disapointments
+ me and Jess are improving in volleyball
- Mclaughlin made me think it was thursday
+ alyssa gave me and katie a ride home again because she is amazing and loves us ( i think?!)

and thats about it

Article 18

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I'm about to lose control

I, I don't know why
Why you need some reason to feel lost inside
You, you know that I'm alright
You know that I'm just the kind of girl that feels so hurt and smiles

I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry

Yeah I loved you all my life
You don't even know a thing I feel inside
No, by the look in my eye
That I'm just fine but I might need you to hold me tight

I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry

I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry

I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
I had a bad day, I 'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry

Just let me.... cry

Just let me cry, I'm crying, I'm breaking down.........
I'm breaking down just let me cry

I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry

I don't use excuses
Don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
So get out of my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry

Article 17

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I am incredibly bored right now! Not much has happened lately.. Went out on friday with Katie Alyssa Mac and Sarah C. It was fun.. we tried on prom dresses. Saturday I worked then Mac and Katie came over for a little bit then Sunday was the evil tournament but thats about it. No plans for this week.. well thats a lie ..i had key club today and im supposed to stay after school with kim tomorrow to do our spanish project but shes sick so i dunno.( do those even count as plans??)But yea my life is boring and thats all i can think to write about.

My Birthday!

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Friday I went to the mall with Alyssa and Mac it was fun until a certain event killed it.. but then this certain event ended/left and all was well..Saturday I had to work but my aunt, Uncle, and cousins had a "birthday party" for me which consisted of a huge ice cream with a broken singing candle on it... it was entertaining.. then i came home from work and opened my presents with my family.. I got an MP3 player.. that was exciting. then I got a phone call from my 4 most favorite people( except Jess and I lost them all and had to come up with some info on our own)But anyways we worked out a plan and went to china blossom where the waitress thought we were poor. Im dead serious she did.. she was like ok you all know its $16 a person so you wont be surprised when the check comes.. Then Jess finished her drink and the lady came back and was like I'll get you another one except that Jess really didnt want another one then she was like "Its ok its free" A few minutes later she came back and did the same thing to Mac but she was like "Its ok I give you free refills but Im not supposed to so dont tell" Ok thats cool and everything free drinks and all but Im not poor and I can definately pay for it but whatever Then we got the bill and Jess left random change in the shape of a smiley face. We were all hoping that she wouldnt come to get it until we left....but she didnt and poor Jess had to hand her a huge handful of random change I tried so hard not to laugh at her.. Then on the way out Katies dad told the waitress it was my birhtday and she was like "Oh then did not tell me I bring her candle" But i was like umm no thanks Im all set and we left...After that we went back to Jess's and watched Napoleon Dynanmite, had cake(and forgot about the icecream), and did the present thing.THANKS GUYS!! So that was my birthday Sorry You couldnt come Alyssa We Missed You!!!!!Today Im staying home to watch the SUPERBOWL!!

Souuup Inacup

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So Friday was a good time.. Kate-o, Jess, and Alyssa came over. we went to blockbuster to rent some incredibly girly movies Then we went to Stop and Shop to get something for dinner which really didnt work out except for Jess who got SOOOUUUPINACUP! Then we drove around the loop for a few minutes blasting and singing Venga Boys with Jess hanging out the window screaming at people(including the security guards). Then we went back to my house and ate pizza and played ping pong, watched Jess throw the cookies and the rootbeer all over the floor and talked for a while. Then Mac came over after some mysterious spanish phone calls (not that I know how that happened or anything) After she showed up we ate some more then watched first daughter which alyssa ruined in the middle of the movie.. After that we had one of our famous talks (now called cirle time) At 11:50 ish Alyssa drove everyone home so she wasnt late for her "curfew" then i went to bed. But it was a really good night complete with cancer laughs and Jess's newly discovered snorting laugh. Not to mention Katie smashing her head on the table 3 times SO yea that was my friday. Saturday was work. The boys got into a HUGE fight ...Again.... then Mac came to vist just missing the fight by about 2minutes.. I really think that if she didnt come in when she did they wouldve killed each other... then Ricky drove me home Blasting Guns N Roses the whole way. I watched Shark Tale when I got home which was amazing! And now here I am Hopefuly this week Kahhjs can get together again? (hint hint)

You are the wind beneath my wings!

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Last night I went out with the girls. We started out at the mall. It had some highlights like Katie trying to teach her mom how to use the VCR over the phone for 20minutes and the creepy guy telling us about some party or something in Brookstone ( I dont really know what he said all I heard was "... Party .. without you..." weird) Over all the mall was a dissapointment we just walked in circles for about an hour. Then we got bored and left. It was only 8:30(?) and we decided that was a pitiful time to go home so we sat in the parking lot for a while trying to figue out where to go.. The the fun started. We decided to go to friendly's for some icecream and we just sat there talking for a while(Jess took 80000 years to figure out what she wanted .. the poor waitress must have asked us like 10 times if we were ready to order) We had some good laughs. Then when we were leaving Alyssa got lost in the parking lot and had to turn around so she would be going the right way on the one way street. As we were driving we had one of our famous sing alongs. Then we decided to go BODY SLEDDING!!! Alyssa drove to Hickory Hill but we didnt have any sleds so Katie, Alyssa And Jess just rolled done the hill ( I couldnt because I didnt have my knee brace *tear*) Then Katie found a sled but she couldnt figure out how it worked so Alyssa tried to push her which failed horribly and she just fell over. Jess was so dizzy that she couldnt stand up to walk up the hill so Alyssa had to help her. By that time they were all freezing so we left and went home. It was a very entertaining night! Sleep over at my house TONITE!!!
SO yea that was our night..Later Im going shopping with my aunt then I have a dentist appointment . tomorrow is the Key club luch thing.. If anyone knows anything about that let me know please( times and where we are meeting)

Some funny Stuff
- Alyssa putting the car in drive instead of reverse and then the people who owned the car she almost hit walking out
-seatbelts on.. Safety first
-"Ok friendly's is on the left up here""This left?""No the next one oh wait I guess you can take that one"
- Umm I still need a few more minutes
-How do I get out of here?
-Do you have Mkay with you?
- You broke the CD bitch!
-Run with me!
-Help I cant stand up!
-" Did You ever know that your my hero?!"

Good Times Guys!!

Vacations almost gone

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Friday Alyssa and Jess called and asked me to go to the movies with them but my parents were being weird and were like I think its too late.. GAY!!So I couldnt go with them. Instead I ended up going out with my parents to China BLossom(where I used chopsticks for the first time)But anyway.. We were in the middle of eating and all of a sudden they started to clear all the tables around us and move them to the sides of the room. Apparently they have some DJ and dancing there after 9 and we were the only ones still sitting on the dance floor and the ENTIRE resturaunt started staring at us So I finished eating as fast as I could and volunteered to go out and start the car. Then my parents dropped me off at home and left again because "they never get to go out on their own" Well maybe if yuo let me go out with my friends you wouldnt have had to take me for dnner But whatever... So I walk in the house and went to check the maessages on the machine.. When I stood up I smashed my face on the corner of the table . I honestly thought I was going to have to either call my parents back home or and ambulence. But I didnt I just sat on the floor with a giant icepack for an hour.
Saturday I had to work which sucked because from 10-3 we had 2 customers yup thats right TWO!Then as I ws walking up the stairs I slipped and fell on my face ..again and hurt my wrist.. After that my cousin and I walked down to the candy store and he bought me a chocolate shake. and that was about it then he drove me home after he begged me to drive. I said no because his truck is huge and I was afraid I would crash it. And now Im here... Hopefully today I will be going out with the girls ut who knows(call me for plans)

Article 12

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:x: name =Heather
:x: piercings =2 in each ear
:x: tattoos = none
:x: height= 5-3
:x: shoe size = 8-8.5
:x: hair color = brown
:x: siblings = 1 brother
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = You got served
:x: movie you bought = Fraggle Rock!!!
:x: song you listened to = Everybody's changing
:x: song that was stuck in your head = Catalyst
:x: cd you bought = Keene and Howie Day
:x: cd you listened to = New Found Glory
:x: person you've called = my cousin
:x: person that's called you =my mom
:x: tv show you've watched =Blue Collar Comedy Toar
:x: person you were thinking of = Umm I dunno
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = ummhmm
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = sometimes
:x: you think about suicide = never
:x: you believe in online dating = not for me but i guess
:x: others find you attractive = i dunno
:x: you want more piercings = not right now
:x: you like cleaning = once in a while
:x: you like roller coasters = YES!!!
:x: you write in cursive or print = print usually
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = in the middle
:x: using someone = against but im sure i have done it
:x: suicide = definately against
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = Im against all smoking its disgusting
:x: driving drunk = Strongly against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = If its your thing go for it.. it doesnt really bother me
:x: soap operas =sure why not

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl= im sure i have but not that i can think of... im sure some friend or something had made me cry at one point or another
:x: ever cried over a boy = yes
:x: ever lied to someone = hasnt eveyone
:x: ever been in a fist fight = not a real one
:x: ever been arrested = nope

WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = right now im using VO5 lime
:x: shoes do you wear = usually my sketchers
:x: are you scared of = spiders, snakes, heights... and other things of course
NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love? = umm i dunno
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = ...
:x: of hearts I have broken? = i dunno none that I know of
:x: of girls I have kissed? = none
:x: of boys I have kissed? = ..
:x: of girls I've slept with? =none
:x: of boys I've slept with? = none
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = I dunno I have trust issues and Im not sure if I could trust anyone with my life besides myself so I dunno but i have 4 really good friends
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = a few
:x: of scars on my body? = a lot.. im accident prone
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = alot

favorite:
5 letter word: recently its been fruck because its awesome
actor/actress: Chad Michael Murray
Candy: Flake
Cartoon: i dunno
Cereal: lucky charms
Chewing gum: orbit
Color(s): pink, blue, purple, red... im not really sure anymore
Color nail polish: pink
Day of week: thursday
Least fave day: tuesday or monday
Flower: roses
Jello flavor: strawberry.. I like the green one too but im not sure what flavor that is
Jewelry: my heart ring
Special skills/talents: Ive thought about this for a while and nothing is coming to me
Summer/Winter:neither i like spring
Trampolines or swimming pools: pool
|| Person who last.. ||

Slept in your bed: me
Went to the movies with: i honestly dont remember the last movie i saw... it was probably with KAHHJS though
Yelled at you: my cousin
Sent you an email: colleges

|| Have you ever.. ||

Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas: yes of course
Kept a secret from everyone: yes
Cried during a movie: yes all the time... I watched Radio for the third time the other day and still cried at least 4 times
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff:OMG yes i had a towel, tapes, t- shirts and a backpack... I Loved them
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: yes actually i have
Been on stage: yes
Been to New York: yup three times
Been to California: no
Hawaii: no.
China: no
Canada: no
Europe: no maybe this summer though
Asia: no
South America: no
Australia: no but i really want to
Wished you were the opposite sex: yea they have it easy
What time is it now?: 5:23
Apples or bananas?: apples
Blue or red?: both
Walmart or target?: walmart prices targets style
Spring or Fall?: spring
What are you gonna do after you finish this?:eat my dinner
What was the last meal you ate?: breakfast
High school or college?: i dunno i havent been to college yet
Are you bored?:mmhmm
Last smell you sniffed?:turkey.. its cooking for dinner
Last time you went out of state/province?: like 2 hrs ago

Article 11

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I havent updated in forever!

So the highlight of my life since my last item was without a doubt PROM!!!!!! which was simply AMAZING!! I dont really feel like getting into detail because i have to leave my house in 20minutes and it will take too long but it was definately Incredible.. I didnt want it to end!

Yesterday I went to Ironstone Farms for the Challenge Unlimited training session (Part One). I think its gonna be pretty cool. We're going to be walking alongside and leading the horses for the kids. Its a thereputic(sp?) riding place for people with disabilities. Im actually kinda excited about it. Tonite we have part two and were actually gonna start working with the horses.

My life hasnt been too eventfull lately. Nothings really changed except a few minor problems which are (hopefully) going to be fixed soon. Now that they're out in the open I think they can be worked out ( *crosses Fingers*)

SO yea thats it.. I need to go change and eat dinner before I leave.

PS. 45s tournament next week !! EVERYONE SHOULD SIGN UP... SEE ANY KEY CLUB OFFICER FOR DETAILS/TICKETS

I cant take this anymore

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Im so sick of drama. All the secrets and lies need to stop..Im sick of seeing all of my friends get hurt. You dont even realize what your doing to each other..its killing me. I understand that I cant know and whatever. thats cool I dont care but people need to stop bringing it up because I just cant take it anymore. THERE IS NO REASON for me to be involved in this . Let me make it perfectly clear right now that I REFUSE TO PICK SIDES. I know we all have had this discussion several times lately but apparently it hasnt helped because its happening again. I dont want another freshman year that was hell and Im not going to go through it all again. You keep saying that it has nothing to do with me... well then why the hell are you pushing me away. Its not that hard to pick up a phone or if you have plans just say that.. dont beat around the bush... tell me how you feel because i dont want this to get any worse. All of it needs to end ALL OF IT... we have been friends for way to long for something to tear us apart. So lets figure something out before more people get hurt. I understand that i dont know whats going on but all of you at one point or another have said that you want to fix this so stop talking about it and do it and make this end
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